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| So, life has been weird lately. Me and Daniel are no more. But thats fine with me. Lol Im with a new guy named Travis. He's really good to me. I guess you can say we are very attracted to each other. (Not in that way.) Lmao. Hes really cool. Damn, next week is the last week of school, and its going to suck and rock at the same time. lol. Im confusing, i know. Wish i wasnt grounded though. Blehh. Its been like 2 years since i been grounded lol. Knotty Knotty. lol Damn, i need a cell. =/ Roar. | | |
| honestly, i dont know what the hell to say right now. Im soo fed up with this shit. My sister being all pissy for the past few days. even on christmas. and today, i find out she plants her boyfriends wallet that my mom and dustin have been looking for for 2 days in my damn room. Nice, right? Anyways, not only that, but theres $20 missing from it, and my sisters trying to blame me for taking the wallet and the money. Thats fucking bull shit. I can't stand it. I wouldnt do it, mainly because i have nothing against dustin, and i dont need money anyways. Im up at daniels house, and the whole time we've been up here, we've been flat broke. not even one dollar. daniel got $4 for fixing his brothers playstation from his grandpa but thats all. Other than that, we've had no money. My god, and my mom wouldnt even believe me when i was explaining to her i didnt steal the damn money and shit. But daniel talked to her, and i talked to her, and hopefully she's taking my side. I cant believe my sister would go so far just to get me in trouble. Wow. And im the younger one. Shouldn't i be the immature one?? Ha, well i guess not. Anyways, i just wanted to vent on what was on my mind. | | |
| Well, pretty soon, im going to start some changing. Mainly, with my body. Im 16, 5'8, and 185 pounds. I am 25 pounds over my high weight. I should average from 145 to 167. Im going to be doing some workouts for now on. Im going to start doing them everyday, thirty minutes a day. If I start feeling better within a week or two, then i will keep on. I will not start on diets probably till spring, but i will be watching what i eat. Im not happy with my body. I know im supposed to learn to love it, but it just doesnt seem possible for me. I have what people call, muffin tops, large hips, round stomach area, huge ass (literally, ask my bf), and large thighs. People say i dont look my weight, but thats because they've never seen me naked, (or in a swimsuit anyway). I want this for myself. I always have. I wanna feel good about myself, about having a better body. And if i can reach my goal, of 150 pounds, i will be happier than ever. If theres anyone out there who can give me tips on losing weight, please let me know! i need workout plans, or simple diets, or something! I just need a little help. Let me know. my email is hilburn@hotmail.com if you want to reach me that way. thanks much, Michelle | | |
| There's been a lot of drama at my school. It gets pretty annoying. Me and Daniel have been dating for close to 11 months. Wednesday will be our 11th month together. Its pretty great so far. He'll be graduating from high school this year, if he gets all the credits he needs. I encourage him to do better in school, even though i don't do so great. hypocritical? I guess you could say that, but i want him to graduate high school, even though he'll be 17 when he does. I'll be 16 next month. :) I'm pretty stoked about it. Sweet Sixteen! lolz. I don't think I'll have a party, though. If i do, their wont be many people for sure. I'm hoping I'll do good this year with grades and all. Not much else has been happening. Not doing anything for Halloween, unless i buy myself candy. lol. There probably wont be any parties I'm invited to, but who cares. I'm hoping to get my license soon. I already have a car, its an oldie, and its gonna run up gas money. Ha. A 76' Station Wagon. lolz. Fun.. ha ha. But idk, that's all that has been new with me.
Check ya later, Dinos!
~Michelle~
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